stress at school

Well, that went by fast... The next thin you know the first three days of school since break is over. I'm kinda glad that it's over, coz when I went back, the horrific face of Mrs. Midel greeted me and reminded us that we are the star group in the investigative... and we need to produce a good project.

To hell with everything. I almost broke down the last three days. I was sleeping at 11:30 every night. Why? First of all, there's Chem, the English R&J report, and the AP top 10 news. Unfortunately, the only breakthrough news I found where for international. Does somebody have a copy of PhilStar's Dec31 issue? I need it badly.

Thinking of all the things that pressure me and how wide the circles are around my eyes, I feel that all that I'm experiencing now is simply the beginning of college. Ah, college. I wonder how it feels like. I'm about to know, a few months from now. God, have mercy. Doesn't college scares you. And doesn't what happens after that scare you? After college, you're on your own. No teachers to get a job for you, no one to follow up your application, no classmate to remind you that you're supposed to underline the letters, not circle. Just the idea craps me up. Sigh...

To hell with all this. I have a Romeo and Juliet analysis to get to. And all that character sketch crap Ms. Bayais buzzles to my ear most of the time. Crap. I'm sleeping.