One hell week down, one more to go

THE JOYS OF REPORTING!!! Hindi ako sarcastic...

I guess I'm a bit relieved that one week of reporting is done. I guess even with the constant nervous attacks and making-you-feel-like-an-idiot moments, everything was a bit... worthwhile. Really, reporting is not just about letting the members screw with you. You really learn. I think I learned (as in learn, not just learn by telling, but learning the hard way) more life lessons than I did in years. Be concise. Think fast. Be alert. Be consistent. Strive for excellence. Quitting is an option. Simple is beautiful. I know these things sound lame and boring when read, but it's different when you learn them by making mistakes. That's also one thing. I haven't made so many mistakes in one week. Or maybe my mistakes haven't been so explicitly pointed out as often in one week. I can say with conviction that this reporting process is, if not life changing, worthwhile. Which is the reason that I want to continue it. Here is where the problem lies.

Pinanghihinaan ng loob ang batch leader namin. I think it had something to do with bending her principles and such. She just texted me and said that if one of her friends quit, she was going to as well. I pray to every existing god that she doesn't. Sir Luigi challenged me that I step forward to take responsibility if the committee rejected our batch leader. I accepted at that time. What was there to do? Shite. In truth, I feel that the responsibility of being batch leader is like carrying the universe on my shoulders. It's like being the first man in the troops to be shot by a firing squad. It must be difficult for Anne. Though I've been a leader countless times before, taking the position this time around would suffocate me. I'm not saying that I'm the only one that is capable of being a leader. Honestly speaking, I think Hannah, my katukayok, is a good prospective too. Can she be the one to step forward.

Oh wait. Annne ust texted me. She's staying. Amen!! Right, next thing to do would be to research about that damn EPIRA bill and make pro and con arguments (assignment given to us by the org's debate team. such slackers), type a resume, write a 2-page essay about the reporting process, make P4000 by Wednesday (income generating project), study for Math36 long exam, make 12 rules on how to balance being a student and an org member and other. What the hell am I still typing here for, anyway... I have to finish my email my EPIRA arguments by midnight. Pray for me..