facing what's next...

[thoumayest]

Before I knew it, it was already 30 days before the entrance exams... Time seemed to pass by quickly. Just a few days ago, I told myself that I was going to start watching the news from now on in preparation for the exam, that I was going to pull off all-nighters during weekends to restudy my notes. And now, it's June. One more month.

I tried to study a little bit of Analytical Geometry a while ago. It seems that I managed to locate where the hell my Math Manual was from the review and spent a few minutes browsing over the equation of a circle. Though I tried hard to focus, my mind still kept wandering off to some place. What if I don't pass the exam? That's like an early taste of bar exam failure...If that happens, what school would I apply in? Should I go for a scholarship? Most people think I can do it. Well, that's their opinion...

Now that I think about it, why should I even worry about failing? Maybe I should just focus on my studies so I can prevent that from happening. Besides, I have other things to worry about not passing, the Manresan screening for example. I really wish that all that crap I put there about the In-Service Training for teachers would do me well. (Trivia: I tried to interview six teachers just to make that four-paragraph article with 21 words on average.) And if I do pass that, I still have to pass the interview. (Can anyone give me a good answer in case they ask me why I should be accepted?...) More so, there's the UT. Or long quiz to make it more insignificant. Believe me, passing a 25 item quiz is not always that easy. (But I think I'll do well in Physics. That promise of chocolate for the A-people is very motivating...)

Hopefully, I can focus on these more important things. Why worry about the future when the present is already giving you headaches? (WARNING: Not suitable for motto in life.)